I was reading back through some old emails and they made me miss Jamie even more than usual. He said we were going to be friends forever but it's hard when one of you decides to go away. He was the only person I've met that made me feel better just by being around him. He was my rock, I guess he was a lot of peoples' rock. I'm scared that I'm going to forget things, I probably already have and I want to remember every tiny detail. I just miss him.