It's a wonder really, the relationships people create and maintain. The families that exist between strangers and the distance that can grow between those we call our own. I am amazed at the strength people have and I wonder if I could be that strong, that resilient...
I think I have a sense of the person I am and the person I want to become, but it's confusing and oh so difficult not to worry that it's all going to turn out horribly wrong. What if I spend my whole life waiting and one day realize my life has passed me by...I definitely don't want to end up regretting a life not lived.
I feel so...jaded by the world. Apathetic, touched by other people's heartaches but not motivated enough to solve problems. I guess I take my experiences for granted, I am grateful, I would not be the person I am without all that I have seen and the bit I have done within my short life. But...what am I going to do with it all? I'd really like to know...
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