It rained today. Windy as I stepped out of the 59th St station. Water hit my face, clean and cool, making me smile. I started The Much Too Promised Land, I'm really enjoying it even though I know I have to speed read and kill myself this coming weekend so that the one after will be stress free. I keep going back and forth between whether or not I should go to Spring Fling but I think it will be fun. Plus I haven't seen some of my friends in a while so it will be good.
I saw Ruth Reichel tonight at the Y. She talked about her new book which is about her mother but she is a food writer and the Editor-in-Chief for Gourmet magazine. She signed my book and complimented my name. Last week was Isabel Allende, Strobe Talbott and Megan McCafferty. I am going to miss the City. I think it has sucked me in and I've turned into one of those people, you know who I mean.
I don't like who I have become lately and it's troubling. Most of me is good and happy and doing great but there's pieces that need to be realigned and I'm not sure when they fell out of place. It's disappointing when you realize you didn't even notice the fall. I have begun to isolate myself again, as I have the tendency to do. I got out a little, to eat and to the movies. Asher and I have fun together but even when it comes to seeing something new at the theater, I tend to go alone. I guess I have a low tolerance for people if they don't seem to fit just right. I guess I'm picky.
I might start submitting some work to different magazines, it would be nice to get some pieces out there. Hopefully...
Only a month left until Summer! And then classes start a week later haha but I think it's going to be awesome. I'm excited!
I had a dream last night that I was training to be an assassin and I killed some guy. It was very strange.
Change is coming, I can feel it.
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